fall down by lil cap (doing ok in school to spite my 14 year old self)

Okay, I have to write this quickly because I need to finish cleaning my room and we all know this is just procastination and that you'll forget you even read this, but this is my blog and I get to do what I want because what if one day I become a famous modern emo blogger and be regarded by the "Alpha" generation as  a "brave" and "relatable" icon when really I was using this as a coping mechanism or whatever wack ass term they use in the future. Sorry, maybe that was an insensitive comment.

I've spent like 20 minutes just blankly looking at the bright white so now I only have a little bit of time left. You know when you just idle there? Yeah. Am I relatable yet?

Right now it's Feb 9 23, I have a 4 day weekend from school which is AWESOME. I need to clean my room so badly and I finally have a few days to just take a breather and relax and play through assassins creed unity. It's such a good game, I'm just now getting into the ac (NOT animal crossing, though I was into them too at one point) games and I'm planning to play the Black Flag once I finish Unity. Arlo is so cool and I'm so normal about him.

My comp sci and design classes are going so well too! I'm really happy with how I'm doing. In compsci we're learning how to code with python and it's so much fun to make little quizzes lol. It's so much easier than html too, but that's only so far. It's only been a few weeks, haha. I also have a creative writing class, which is so fun because I get to just write really pretentious fanfiction (obviously bad) and the teacher has no choice but to sit through and read and grade it all.

Trying to see if I can get some volunteer hours in the library, but I haven't heard of them ever letting people volunteer... We'll see what happens. I'm also trying to get a job at the bottle depot, but I'm also kiiinda nervous because well... You know how prairie provinces are. 

I can't wait until summer time. I can't wait to just get high all the time with no pressure at all (without the pressures of learning how to drive, or looking at what I want to do for the rest of my life... OH GOD...)

That's all for now, I gotta go and clean my nightmare of a room. If I weren't so embarassed about it I would make a video about me cleaning it and profit off of it, but... I think I've poured my heart out enough in this one blog post.