Nov 9 like the Colleen Hoover book

If someone told me that I was going to end up in a relationship with you in the past I would've laughed and probably thought it was a joke of some sort, simply because yikes knowing the past we share and the things we have gone through, it kinda seems impossible to keep it together for this long. I expected to be with the type of guy you see in movies back then where he tries to impress the girl by taking her to some fancy restaurant of her choice, along with some long night walk in the city and so on. As much as I love the idea of that, because well who doesn't like food and long romantic walks, am I right? I still prefer days like today. I prefer the gloomy weather, the sound of the rain hitting against the window. I would much rather sit in a bookstore, have some coffee and spend my time browsing for hours for the perfect romance story to take home. 

I probably looked like a creep staring at you while you typed up whatever mystery story you were typing up. I wanted time to stop, as cliche as that is. I am well aware of how cliche it sounds, but hear me out. I would sit in a bookstore with you forever if it meant we could be this good and this much in peace for a lifetime. 

When you asked me out on a date, I didn't think I would end up feeling like this again. Feeling like the first day back in 2015 when we first talked. I thought those feelings were gone and lost and never to be brought back again, until you started being you again. 

I hope you don't lock yourself away again. It was lovely having the old you again today.