Love is just as bad as i thought it would be

So basically im in love with the close friend of mine you know? We only me this school year and we clicked really easily, and then we spend halloween trick or treating with their little siblings and they wore this ridiculous south park inflatable costume and some way for one reason or another i found them absolutely breathtaking, even covered in sweat and their makeup smudged. anyways its months later and i still haven't said anything though the regret of that has settled in nicely because they've entered into a relationship with another one of our friends and honestly really happy that two such amazing people have found their way to each other but at the same time kinda sorta wishing that she would disappear or somehing even though i'd never want them to be unhappy. Anyways i just wanted to say that inrequited love is one of the worst things humans ever created. fuck you frontal lobe.