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so this is gonna be weirdly personal. i've always had a weird relationship with race cause i'm pretty white passing, and so for the longest time i just considered myself to be white. after getting introduced to a lot of new people who were different than me, i changed my perspective (i went to a private catholic school before) today i was talking to someone and they were like "us four are white" or somethin like that. i was all "im not white" and then he was like "what are you?" i should've just said mixed, but i kinda froze and panicked and acted super awkward. it prolly wasnt that big a deal for those guys but its been sticking with me. it was like i didn't even believe myself. very weird.