Love the Idea Of Love

Been doing deep thinking and...

I like the idea of having a bf or gf. But the more I think about it, the more I don't like what it would actually entail.

Cos I'm super independent which makes me sound like a workaholic. I'm not that either. I just like/need my own space.

Real relationships are hard work. 

Fictional relationships are all chocolates and dates and someone boosting your esteem for you.

Think I might have to build my own esteem instead... To get into a relationship, especially a grown up relationship, wouldn't be fair on either of us really.