2/6/23

can i treat this like a diary? tell you guys my deepest darkest secrets? i mean you are strangers so it’s pretty easy to do that. perhaps use little code names for people. “today me and kiwi went on a date” or “i have a big fat crush on apple”… 

sounds stupid. 

i’m not sure what’s okay to write here. but i suppose i’ll figure it out. i mean that’s what life’s about, right? you just gotta figure it out. 

one thing about me is that i love writing. i love that feeling of getting lost in what your saying and letting the words take you wherever. i’m not the best with speaking so writing is how i communicate. i write letters that i never send out. i write little poems to people. i write songs that i’ll only ever sing to myself. 

despite my fondness for writing i can’t seem to be good at it. i jump from topic to topic too quickly. i can’t properly finish talking about one thing before i jump to a new thing.  i don’t know how to close it out. so i just stop mid though. i detonate the bridge my train of though was going to drive on. perhaps for the best.