evening blog 04/02/23💖

omfg jst finished walking the new pamela documentary on netflix, its bloody amazing and a real gd and honest view on her life!! so sad she never felt truly happy and  settled in a relationship, i rlly feel 4 her and im so happy shes finding peace in being on her own!!! i relate 2 her in so many was and there was 1 sentence that rlly resonated w me "romantic love is never sustainable" and i was jst like wow. made me think about all my relationships eva and rlly hav a deep think. i was lit so bold yesterday whn i msgd this guy i like lol he complimented my beaut bedroom and said it was the girliest pinkest bedroom he eva see and brought up the mirror in front of the bed and i straight up said come try it out in person lmao HOW CAN I MAKE IT ANY MORE OBVIOUS THAT I WANT U😂😂😂😭😭😭 idk i dnt think hes the 1 4 me but tiktok keeps feeding my DELUSIONS. anyways 2day was soooo cute me and mum bagged some cute bits in the charity shops i even made a lil tiktok shop w me but dnt think any1 wants 2 see it lol cos charity shops r lowkey soooo dead like super hit and miss but i found some cute new brown uggs cos the 1s i was wearing were soooo nasty lmao so i chucked them in the bin as soon as i walk out the shop 😂 but i found a cute lil back bag with a colourful monogram sort of like these lil louis bags U no the 1s im on ab!! mum found me the cutest back an pink golddigga skirt i was like omfg??? SUPER cute obvs i had 2 buy it UGH wish i cld upload pics on here 💔 omg and i found the cutest 1piece denim suit??? Like a denim jacket and jeans boiler suit thing?but it was super skinny and fitted it was soooo cute but i didn't get it 💔 my law of shopping is if i dnt wna wear it imediately i wnt buy it but it was so cute lowkey. i found the cutest bangles 2!! a solid pink1, a sparkly silver 1 and a grey leopard print 1!! and i got some yummy new pods 4 my vape in my fav flavours mixd berries,  strawberry raspberry and i tried a new 1 berry jam which is super nice!! We got subway as well which was yum an we did face masks and made cheesy chips when we got in and now we chillin w frozen cocktails 😛🍹 jst gna chillin this even i'll prob get in2 bed soon 😴 2mo i think were jst chillin as well hav a nice relaxd sunday hope she makes me a roast 😜 but ive gta go home 2mo eve dnt even no if i can get trying i might hav w2 get the fucking nasty buses again😭😭😭😭

signing out xoxo BARBIE 💖