Would be cool if I were gayer

I do like men but it’s annoyingly like a split between 90% liking women and 10% men. I cannot talk to women, in a situation where women talk to me I act like a politician that gets asked to answer a yes or no question - i just can’t do it. 

Would be cool to just have a bro to hang out with but also go hold hands at the garden centre and stuff. A 2 in 1 kinda deal. Sucks that I find the vast majority of guys unattractive or like plain looking.