Luhhh 2

Because of my own personal experiences and trauma I find it hard to accept and give love. How do I know that what I feel is real and not something I’m making up. I’ve never really feared rejection, or being hurt from someone I love but now I have this new experience and feeling that I cannot control. And now I’m scared. Of like everything. I don’t want to take this big leap in life in fear of getting hurt. And even if everything does work out do I have enough confidence to open up and finally experience certain things I’ve cut off in my life because of trauma?