just emo oversharing and girlblogging lol

im doing this in my ap world class lmao. i am so tired of life. i feel like everyone else has a meaning. everyone else is getting their time to be happy and the world is passing by me. i do nothing on weekends but sit and read old fanfiction and band interviews to feel something. i have nobody anymore. even the people that were my closest friends are in their peak without me. what am i gonna do? i just want it all to end. all i have these days are my bands. kellin and vic and tony and justin i need REAL friends. real people to care about me. i dont know.