sad sappy stuff (cant spell ffs)

i have never been more in love then what i am rn, i have never been this happy just to be close to another human. im in love with all of them. and i will try my best to make them happy.

i hope they love me just as much.

i hate the thought of dying before they do, so so much. im ill i have some problems mentel and physical, but i will fight god himself to stay here for them, all of them. 

might be crazy for thinking that or feeling this, but. im happy.

im so happy sure i have bad days eveyone dose. but im just glad im here with them, holding them kissing them sharing experiences i can never remake with another person, coz its special.

I love you.

All of you.