omg

I want to have a mental breakdown 

but nobody notices

except tulip...

i told myself that i was happy happy happy

and i believed it

until now

im unhappy again?

maybe

and i do know why

but..

i dont want to tell anyone why

it may seem selfish if i do

maybe

i should let it go

maybe

i should take a break 

from what though?

i dont know yet