don't fit in anywhere probably

I'm currently working on a video and a commission but I wanted to blog abit on here if that's okie, no one will read it anyway.

I feel like I don't belong anywhere, not in rl or on the internet. My friend wants me to be more social but I am very bad at making friends as I'm either used for sexual gratification or having to do something I feel uncomfy with.. it kinda sucks really bad, and don't get me started with fandoms.. I don't even fit in there, and just love what I love... but I can't complain because Im 21 now, so I'm an adult that has to suck up and deal with the consequences of my and other's actions...

Bleh this is dumb, nvm, I gotta go finish editing and such, love you guys <3