life feels fun again..!?????

lately ive been realising that im doing everything i did as a kid. which mkaes me very happy. yesterday me (14) and my dad (51) and my brother (19) ate mcdonalds and watched phineas and ferb at dinner. it was so fun... XD im basically just reliving when i was younger... ds games for my birthday, watching cartoons, having fun online. fun!!! :DDDD

i think also having irl friends contributes to my happiness... if i just ignore the meanies at school i'll realise that i actually  have a bunch of friends! :> ive never been someone with a lot of friends at school, but it feels so good to actually have a group of friends. i used to think that people didnt matter, and i should just focus on myself, but damn. talking to people im friends with is fun. woohoo! i am on my way to becoming a normal person again XDD! ive got friends, hobbies, a hobby that isnt digital (tennis), dedication to doing my schoolwork... wow!!  (but dont worry guys, i'll never stop being insane over fictional men who arent even remotely attractive. i'll always be slightly insane lolololo)