Hiiiiii :))))

Hiiiii, so I've made it to February which I didn't think was going to happen. I had been planning for months to End it all around this time. I'm happy to say that it's now 2:10AM on February 1st, 2023!!!. I will share my W's because it's so important and really saved my life. I actually can't believe I'm still here. I've smiled so so much over the past two weeks. I've had the honor of meeting and parenting two new furry additions to my family, they are both so lovely and bring me all the joy. I enjoy taking care of them and the current dogs and cats we have. I feel important to them, they depend on me and I know no one else here looks out for them the way I do. I'm glad I feel Love once again. 

Randomly my laptop hadn't been turning on for 2 years and decided to magically power on and function on Friday, the same day as the terrible floods. I've smiled more than I have in a long time. I'm so grateful that my Love and Hope are finally restored. :)