Muscles rigidity or tension is often caused by stress. As I am writing this, my posterior and lateral muscles are as hard as bricks and I can barely move my neck.

mental pressure

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    [uncountable, countable] pressure or worry caused by problems in somebody’s life or by having too much to do
2. I'm actually having trouble on deciding if I should stick to being a secretary of the student council in my school. My plan was to actually wait and see if I got into the dean's list then decide, but the interview is tomorrow and waiting for that is far too long. So I think writing down the pros and cons should be a good idea.
   

1. Pros of Staying As A Secretary

• Guaranteed a college to live in.
  
• Class will be very close to college, so I wouldn't have to worry about transportation.
• More experience to gain.
• Meeting new people.

1. Cons of Not Being A Secretary

• Meeting new people.
  
• Need to find a place to rent.
• Transportation,
• Very expensive.

It'd make much more sense for me to go to this interview. Living in college would mean that I won't have to pay rent, only the fee. Plus, getting a place to rent around here is pretty hard, especially houses that are close to campus. I don't know if I should bring a resume to this interview, I don't think I need to. Maybe bring the certificates I've worked on. The main issue of staying as one is the mountains of work I'm sealing myself with. Of course, I'm much more adapted to work now than I was before, but after losing my dean, I'm afraid these paperwork will affect my academic studies.

Moving on, I bought a hoodie for 30 bucks! It's actually made for winter, so it's super heavy and thick. I love it. It makes me feel like I'm being hugged by a giant teddy bear. Reminds me of a weighted blanket -- I don't have one, but I do plan to get one someday. I looked up why some people like weighted blankets and I found this: 

The hoodie is in indigo, and you can remove the hood itself and turn it into a jacket! The inside of the hood has a distinct floral pattern and it's so elegant. At least, to me. The jacket has four pockets, two of them has zips! Zips! I never knew I needed zips with my pockets until now. This hoodie makes me feel so secure, I never want to take it off.

I think that is all for now, I'll attend the interview and see how it goes. Either getting the position or not is a win-win situation for me. I don't mind not being committed to truck load of paperwork.

-- kore xo