I want to scream, I want to let everything out of my chest but no, i have to remains silent for fuck sake. Everyone else in the car has also been quiet and somber, no one speaks anymore as we drive out of the dead city. I want to forget everything I saw, but that's not possible. i cant just pretend what i saw didn't happen and leave my brain open to the possibility that it will never happen again, and if I did, it would make sense for me to never wake up again. To tell everyone that the humanity is gone.