01/30/2023

JANUARY 30th. 2023

SONG OF TEH DAY!!

I'M GONNA BE GAY ON THIS BLOG AGAIN I GUESS :'3. HI. I'M YEARNING AND BEING SAD /hj. I WISH I WAS WITH MY PARTNER IRL. I USUALLY STAY INSIDE LIKE A HERMIT BC I WANNA TALK TO HIM ALL THE TIME. LIKE... ALL THE TIME. BUT I WANNA SPEND TIME WITH HIM IN PERSON SO I CAN LIKE.. GO OUT AND VIBE AND FEEL LIKE I'M A 2000s COMING OF AGE FLICK PFF. WHEN HE VISITS (OR I VISIT HIM).. IT'S THE BEST THING EVER. I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH HIM SO MUCH AND I WANNA DO THAT ALL THE TIME. I HATE THAT WE'RE ABOUT 3 HOURS AWAY >:(c. I JUST WANT HIM!! I NEED HIM! SO BAD.

I WISH WHEN PEOPLE MAKE SOUNDTRACKS OF TV SHOWS AND MOVIES THEY ADDED LIKE... THE SONGS THEY PUT IN THE SOUNDTRACK YKNOW? NOT THE BACKGROUND INSTRUMENTALS BUT THE 3RD PARTY SONGS THEY ADDED IN.. YKNOW? I DON'T KNOW HOW TO WORD IT. JUST A PLAYLIST OF ALL THE SONGS THEY GRABBED TO ADD IN THERE. I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR ONE FOR BATMAN FOREVER FOR A.. WHILE BECAUSE I WANNA KNOW WHAT SONG WAS PLAYING WHEN EDWARD WAS FIGURING OUT HIS RIDDLER PERSONA. ALSO BC THE SONGS FROM THAT MOVIE SLAP. I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS WHEN MY BF AND I DECIDED TO WATCH (OR RE-WATCH IN MY CASE) HEARTSTOPPER. I THINK SPOTIFY ACTUALLY DID THIS.. BUT I ALSO THINK THEY ADDED RANDOM SONGS TOO </3. THIS SHOULD BE A COMMON OCCURRENCE THO.. COME ON.

 I ALSO PUT PATCHES ON MY BACKPACK AND FIXED THE PATCHES ON MY JACKET TO MAKE SURE THEY DON'T FALL OFF. I COULDN'T CLOSE THE IRONING BOARD SO IT'S JUST.. SITTING THERE UNFOLDED. :'3. HOPEFULLY MY GRANDPOP CAN HELP ME OUT WITH THAT, I FORGOT TO TELL HIM HEH.

LAST LIL NOTE IS THAT MY KNEES HURT AND ARE INFLAMED </3 I RLLY NEED TO GET THEM CHECKED OUT ;w;. I HAVE A YEARLY CHECKUP APPOINTMENT ON MARCH 1ST SO I HOPE FOR THE BEST. I HAVEN'T HAD AN APPOINTMENT LIKE THAT FOR MORE THAN A YEAR BC THE WAIT LIST WAS FILLED UP :'3 I'M THANKFUL I GOT IN THOUGH.