I don't wanna be popular

The title mostly says it, but to go a bit in depth, I DON'T wanna become popular in the future. If I do, I'd want it to be like 10K followers/subscribers/watchers/etc. etc. I couldn't handle so many people watching everything I do, I'd just feel pressured to do whatever it is that got me popular constantly (whether it's art or making videos/music or something else) and I'd just grow to hate doing it.

Plus I'd feel like I'd be put in a super tough spot as if I say anything that's slightly bad then my whole following just comes crumbling down and I'll be vilified. Either that or some loser will dig through my old posts and find some dumb shit I said when I was like 13-15 years old.

So I'd rather just do things because I enjoy doing them rather than to get popular.

And becoming popular would just turn me into a douche. With an ego.