It all started going downhill when I became optimistic

There was this guy in my french class. He was pretty weird but still likable. I never really paid him much attention until the 2nd semester of my freshman year of hs. When we were sat next to each other. All we did was bicker and argue over the smallest things. Eventually, the teacher was annoyed and said "When I used to teach middle schoolers and boys + girls would argue I would tell them to get married already." The whole french burst into laughter and started shipping us. It was very embarrassing. They would say "you shouldn't talk to your future husband like that." and other stupid things. After a few more days of arguing with this dude the teacher finally split us apart. A few months pass and I get bored, so I walk over to his desk to see what he is doing. He is playing subway surfers(ONE OF MY LITERAL FAVORITE GAMES). I tell him he sucks and that my high score is higher but I also tell him he could never be better than me. We start arguing over who had the best high score then he made a bet(that if I come back from summer break with a higher score than his I could have 20 dollars cause I'm broke(still am 😔). I told him I have no way to contact him after the summer break and he gave me his snap. We start snapping constantly and staying up all night on the phone together. One of my acquaintances who is friends told me that he told his sister that he liked me. I was SHOCKED. I never thought a dude would ever like me not because I'm ugly, but because I have a strong (ANNOYING) personality. Usually, I would run away from dudes but this was different. I put myself in this mess and I knew it too. I decided to ignore the logical side of my brain and let myself get excited. I told him that I liked him 1st, But he was the one that asked me to be his girlfriend after. I ignored all the red flags(Aquarius, he was younger, Everyone said he was ugly, and not even his family liked him.) Things went smoothly for the 1st week but then he started leaving me on delivered for LONG amounts of time with no excuse. He got drier and drier with each day. This drove me INSANE. I honestly started to hate him. I brought up going on a date and he would never give me a clear answer. When I did finally get an answer BAM "I'm gonna be fr with you I don't think I can do this anymore." My stomach dropped. After all this effing time I spent on the phone he dumped me over Snapchat and on his work toilet while trying to plan the 1st date. I'm surprised I didn't explode. I should have expected this. This dude literally looks like he has commitment issues and all other issues as well. He looks like he has discord and is a premature riddler from batman. How did I let myself sink THAT low? This is what he looks like on a good day. ( Pic of Ugly ahh dude I shouldn't have wasted my time on). This is why I don't look on the bright side anymore it causes me to become delusional and lose all my brain cells.

Basically, if everyone says he's ugly HE IS