im facing a huge dilemma which could typically be solved easily by a person who is in touch with their feelings but.. I am not one of those people. Not sure what to do, I feel as if I want to please everyone but if I try and do that I'm gonna end up just hurting someone instead ykwim. It's so hard to have so many people rely on you, to have so many people trust you, to have so many people love you. It seems great yeah? but it's really difficult. and then when it comes to certain moments everyone expects you to choose them and only them but what if I don't wanna just be on one persons side? What if I don't want to choose a side. When will people be on my side??
this is not a vent or anything btw