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im like- kinda apathetic about a lot of things in my life
not everything but- most things
like oh i have a cavity? oh well (when that used to be a huge fear of mine)
oh im failing school? aw shucks
someone died? why couldnt it have been me
like- what the hell is wrong with me- like i feel like im going fucking insane
like im vibing im just like- kinda here but i also feel- like- empty and like- numb
like im kinda just floating through life waiting for it to be over already
like i dont want to- i dont want to just survive
i want to fucking live i want to do things i want to go places i want to..i want to be with her
like i want to do things with my life but i dont care enough or i dont have enough energy or something- like i have no motivation to try to achieve anything
i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me
i dont know how to fix myself...
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