creativity

i have to go to work in a few minutes but i wanted to post a little something at least.. i've been thinking of my ocs. i very much love my ocs. i hope one day i can find the energy to do something with a lot of effort, something really creative, but it involves actually having to LEARN how to use, say, an editing program.. or a new art program.. or practicing drawing more 'out there' things. why is everything so difficult. this should just be pre-programmed in me..

i need to make a combined .. list or something of some sort with my ocs pinterest boards, playlists, etc.. i will.. my special ones have those and more. i love my beautiful guys

i will work on writing oc biographies when i get home. i will. i will i will (slamming my head against my desk until i fall unconscious) i need to write more.. i also need to get batteries AHHHHHH note to future self if you read this BUY MOUSE BATTERIES!! and set up clip studio paint. and maybe share art here. maybe..