Guilt.

_{I just saw my mother cry for the first time, a sad feeling like there was weights on my shoulders, a dark gloomy shadow hovering over me. What is this feeling? Guilt as they say? Ah, guilt, that's what it is. That one simple feeling you feel everytime you see someone cry, or something pass. Like you're favorite toy that runs on batteries, and as that toy slowly runs our it slows down like a human aging, it's the same concept just in a different way. That feeling, it's back again but worse, it hit harder sorta like a nail pounding into your skin or like a knife being stabbed into you. Guilt is that feeling you feel. Ah, i'm crying. I'm terribly sorry but it's time you go, please the door is to the left. I do hope to see you again. -Kanashii}