4am thoughts

there's so much that we don't know. that's honestly terrifying. i don't like not knowing things. what happens after we die? what if nothing happens? what if everything goes pitch black and that's the end of it? i don't know how i feel about that. 

i hate horror movies that are predictable, so many horror movies have the exact same cliche storylines. also why are the main characters always so stupid?? they always see a dangerous looking room and walk straight into it. i like horror movies that have me sitting on the edge of my seat.

if you think about it nothing really matters. no matter what you do you're born and then you die and nothing that happens in between will change that. you only live once, you may as well experience it all right?

how do you know if someone's a good person? who decides what makes someone a bad person? if someone does a bad thing for a justifiable reason does that still make them a bad person? if everything has different morals and values then how do we all come to an agreement of what makes someone a bad person?

i hate the idea of other people perceiving me. like people have opinions and thoughts about me that i can't control? no thank you. i always forget that people can view me through their own eyes and that i'm not the only person that knows i exist