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on monday my friend is coming to my school because shes moving from our old sxhool to my new school ( not very new because ive been there for a little bit now) but im honestly nervous about her coming.
i get she needs to go to school and my school because its the one she wants to go to, but im scared for her to meet my only friend there, like what if they dont like eachpther and im forced to choose between them. my friend from my school is nervous about meeting new people aswell so i dont want them to feel uncomfortable.
i know i will most likley feel uncomfortable bacuse my friend from my old school even for knowing for ages doesnt use the correct name and pronouns for me but my new friend does so one friend will be using the correct name and the other wont. i wanna be able to correctmy friend on it but im kinda nervous too, ive corrected her in the past but just doesnt learn and its fraustrating.
im also scared because she may be in my classes we wont get work done and i really wanna do well in school and get my grades up, and so far ive been doing a good job of it so im just scared once she comes i wont focus as much
im also scared we will get into trouble alot because we kept getting in trouble together at my old school like wagging and getting suspended and i dont want that to happen again
but im sure everything will be ok, i hope.
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keira <33
even though you love your friend from your old school alot, you still have to understand that you are allowed to put yourself and your school work first since you are worried about how she will affect your schoolwork, and that you are allowed to confront her about not using the correct pronouns or name, and regarding if you maybe having to choose between your friends, its never easy just choose what will be the best for you, your schoolwork and your mental health :)
stop ily sm, yeah im going to try and just focus on my schoolwork the hardest to my ability no matter what. i might try and see if the friend also wants to do well ( ik she does) and have a chat wth her abt grtting our school work done and maybe study and help eachother
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ily too <33
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