late jan life update

whats up mothers fuckers and others

havent updated in a lil bit so sorry
school takes up so much time n energy :// when i get home i like to lay down for a lil bit and not do anything (including post/talk to ppl lmao) and then i have dinner n do my hw n suddenly its 11pm and i gotta go to bed

BUT!! i got out early today!! 

me n bf broke up, not bc of any problem but only cause we didnt really have a friend/talking phase so our relationship was kinda awkward :p 
im a lil scared that hell stop liking me but i probably shouldnt worry abt that, theyre really cool and a good friend regardless!
but ive been skipping lunch w him and his friends,,,, i do like hanging out w them but idk the last couple days i would panic everytime i thought of going to have lunch w em and its so upsetting bc i want to!! and i have!!! but im just?? too scared now :c
ill try tomorrow but i might pussy out again
maybe ill outright ask him so like 1. hell expect me and 2. ill have permission/be invited ig? idk why i feel like i have to but if itll make me feel better n help us b better friends then it works ig 

its been SOOO FUCKING COLD recently
i keep forgetting that late Jan early Feb is the absolute coldest ever but i swear it was worse this year like it even snowed a lil bit the other day (it didn't stick tho) and i have to keep wearing like 10 layers to stay warm
n its even worse bc my food issues have removed my ability to warm myself
ive got so many outfits i wanna wear but i cant bc its way too cold for them
my average outfits have been looking like: 2 long sleeve tshirts, a sweater, a tshirt and maybe a hoodie and/or jacket as well as 2 pairs of pants

I can't wait until early spring bc it wont be freezing cold and it wont be so hot yet
most of my outfits tht iwanna wear are a longsleeve tshirt and another tshirt n some jeans, or a tshirt n jeans w my flannel
plus my fancy-ish fits which are some sort of showy white shirt (and a white tshirt under for a couple) and a pair of black shorts
all of which are NOT sustainable when its like 40 degrees fahrenheit outside
my one problem is that the ac in all my classes is SO low that ill be shivering in class anyway
idk maybe itll be worth it if i look slay

I have to redye my hair but im getting kinda bored of doing that
i was gonna keep redying it until my roots grew out enough for me to just cut off the pink/blond and leave m hair brown for a while but now i kinda wanna just dye it brown again

uhhh

im starting to think abt the classes i wanna take next year bc we gotta register those soon

Im thinking of doing english, precalc, us history, and spanish 2
im on the fence abt my science class and other elective bc i wanna do chemistry but i also really wanna do anatomy, and i wanna do art 2 but i also really wanna do photography and aaaa 
ill probably do art 2 bc one of my friends is gonna do it n photography can just be a silly lil side thing
i cant use friends to decide my science class tho bc two will be in chem and 2 will be in anatomy so bluh

i might finally have a name for the second main character of my vampire comic! I might change it tho
im calling him ezekial for now (spelled that way on purpose)((i think it looks better than ezekiel)) and Antonio will call him zeke/zee a lot
also im starting to design the other characters aside from their parents, but i think itd help to work on the story a bit more just so i know how many/what kind of other characters i need to have. thats probs not the best way to write a comic/story but hey im an artist not a writer lol
OMG MY SISTER IS THO if worst comes to worst i can ask her for help in writing it yippee

I know i said id make a blog talking abt them but i entirely forgot lmaooo so very sorry

OH i bought some thin mints today and holy shiiiit i 4got how good they were
i havent had any in like 5 years i swear
i think going a really long time w/o eating a good food makes it taste good again
like i used to eat pringles so much that they started to suck and i stopped eating them for actually four or five years (6th-10th grade) and theyre soo good again
im keeping the box in my room bc those shits cost me FIVE bucks and i dont want my family absorbing them before i can have more that 2 BUT they are aware that i have them and if they ask i will give some out bc im nice like that

ok i cant think of anything else to say
if i do ill try n save it for the next life update

stay fresh cheesebags!