luv life

my ex has like completely moved on and i should be happy for him but i can't help but feel upset:(
i'm like .. love starved .. it sucks man i just want a fucking bf!! one who looks like gerard way or frank iero and is nice to me.... i actually saw this really cute guy at work and i still remember everything about him bc he looked JUST like gerard... i want him so bad.. also my coworker looks just like one of my celeb crushes (kyle gallner <3) but he's like 6 years older than me so when i turn 18 it'd still look bad if we dated </3 ... whatever i'm just gonna get high and pretend jesse pinkman is my bf until i turn 18 and go on dating apps .. i'll still probably choose jesse over the guys in my town tho