30 Reasons I Hate You (poem by me:))

30 Reasons I Hate You

i hate you

i hate how you block me every other week

i hate how you laugh

i hate how you talk

i hate the way your eyes shimmer when youre happy

i hate your perfect hair 

i hate your perfect face

i hate your perfect body

i hate how you call me cute

i hate how you make me laugh

i hate how you make me cry

i hate how you make me smile

i hate how you make me so happy

                                                  then suddenly so low

i hate how you made me miss your hugs

i hate how you find a way into my mind

i hate how you made me feel like i cant be okay without you

i hate that you make it so hard to move on

i hate that you still tell me you love me

i hate that you wont let me go

i hate that i keep waiting for you to come back

i hate that you have a way of keeping me on a leash

i hate how your smile makes me feel

i hate that you always talk about your boyfriend

i hate that i cant be him

i hate that i could never be good enough for you

i hate that you make me feel used

i hate that i keep letting you use me

i hate that i keep friending you over and over again

i hate that i keep giving you the money you ask for

i hate that i would do anything for you

i hate you so much

and worst of all

i hate how i could never even imagine being able to hate you