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I’ll just always be a dick to everyone and I can’t improve because that’s just how I am and eventually I’ll drive everyone away I feel more bad that my friends have to deal with me than I do good that they stay maybe that’s bullshit idk fuck me
I hate having bpd
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izzy
you aren't a dick, i mean sometimes things you do or say aren't the greatest but everyone makes mistakes, and having bpd doesn't mean you can't change yourself for the better. believing you can't change wont get you anywhere. you've probably heard all of this shit before because i know ive been told shit like this a lot, and i never believed it, because it's hard to believe advice or people who are genuinely trying to help when you think that nobody actually understands or cares. idk this might not be helpful but at best i hope it doesnt make you feel any worse because i do just want to help and i do care <3
Thank you i just feel like i emotionally abuse all my friends and it’s just fine because I can’t control it but it’s not fine and I feel like I’m pushing everyone away and I’m going to be alone again
It does mean a lot though even if it doesn’t seem like it it does matter to me I’m sorry
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