[Journaling](Day 3) Boy, do I hate mondays.

It was a Monday like every regular Monday, dare I say. Off to a poor start, first thing of the day is one of these seemingly endless MCQs I have had to pass every Monday since the beginning of the year. Went somewhat okay, Algorithmics was hard but doable, Math was a pain (should've worked yesterday), and physics, electronics, English, and computer architecture went without a hitch. At least I hope, haven't checked the grade yet. However first bad part, cut both thumbs, badly, on some metal parts of my belt. Youch. I don't like accidental cuts.
After that, I was kinda lost for what to do. I wanted to work on the upcoming practical, but also do nothing and rest, and hang out with my friend, who probably left in need of rest. So I was kinda left there wondering what to do. Ended up in my classroom playing Tetris. Was fun.

Then, about an hour and a half later, got a message from the said friend wondering if I would like to eat with her. I said yes because I fucking hate eating alone like hardly anything other. We went out and grabbed a bite at the nearby KFC. Not cheap, not particularly good, but I was in good company and that made it better. We then made a small trip into a nearby clothing store where I bought a fancy purple oversized shirt, and we headed back to the campus. It was around 2 hours before class restarted, and we split paths at this point, leaving me once again wondering what to do. Ended up playing games instead of working, cause I had the entire next day to work. I just wasted my time away, as I do. Did take the time for a couple slices, though. What can you do.

Then came a couple hours of electronics classes. Ugh. I hate electronics, and I really struggle with differential equations for capacitors. Didn't spend a good time, but I powered through.
At that point, we got the news. We were already aware we'd be missing algorithmics in a few weeks cause the teacher was unable to hold classes that week, and we were also aware we'd have to catch up on all these classes the week before. Oh well, sure. And in a big cosmic fuck you, we got a message that we were to catch these up, tomorrow. The day I was saving for other work. Fuck off.

So I entered this algorithmics class in a terrible mood but managed to read Webtoons all through it to make time go faster. Is efficient. In the end, tried to put on my sweater, lost it, looked everywhere,, overlooked it twice, then went back on it and grabbed it. Also found the ethernet cable I lost 3 days ago. That's good.

Jumped in a cramped tramway car, on my way to my lightsaber classes. The trip wasn't pleasant, but I got there eventually. I hate cramped spaces almost as much as I hate being truly alone. Once there, changed, cut once more, tried to get out, was told by the guy in charge that I had to wear black, went back in, put on the black sweater, and went back out. Donned my equipment, protection, gloves, and face cover. Grabbed the lightsaber, and got thrown in for a wild cardio warm-up. Details aside, I won my first-ever lightsaber duel, and I was very happy. Then I got into another very close duel and collapsed at the end due to exhaustion and shortness of breath. Put back all my equipment in place, and got the luck to grab a beer offered by the 3rd place champion of the entire region, who wanted to celebrate. Wasn't great beer, but I don't piss on free beer. We all had a long talk afterward, and a friendly guy from the classes took me back home. It was really nice of him.

Got home, took a shower, did the dishes, and ate some pasta, now I'm ready for one thing, to sleep, after a few more red lines.

This day brought me exhaustion, a few more cuts, the start of a new playlist, and more worries.

I told y'all I would get to ask the school for psychological help; did not. Fucking hell.

It is then completely exhausted yet well-fed that I end this post, at an unholy hour in the morning. Tomorrow will be TOUGH.

Good night, lone reader. I hope your Monday was better than mine in all cases.

We said we're going to conquer new frontiers
Go on, stick your bloody head in the jaws of the beast
We promised the world we'd tame it
What were we hoping for? - The Pioneers, Bloc Party

Laporte, signing off. See ya on the next entry.