l0v3 sucks

I have a crush on this boy since 9th grade and we've grown to be pretty nice friends, but I was talking to him today this morning and he talked about friends. I asked him if we were friends and he looked at my other friend and smiled, saying "Affirmative." I guess he don't like me anymore, and yeah it hurt me a lot, but Imma try to get over it. I'm usually not this sad, but yeah, there's that. I'll have to still co-exist with my mistakes though.