Trans Vent (FTM)

Whenever I see my mom/dad treating my brother differently/better (giving him less responsabilities, more freedom, etc.) it makes me so jelous. Not in the "sibling rivalry" way, more like in the "I wish I was born a boy so my parents would treat me like that" way. I hate this, so much. I wish I was seen a boy. My mom says she accepts me and is trying to help me transition but at the same time is treating me like her daughter, calling me a girl, using my deadname, forcing me to be feminine. It sucks knowing that my own family will never see me as a real boy :(