recent thoughts................

i don't really know how to blog anymore i've had a little blog on my neocities for a while but i haven't really been using it and also i'm scared of the internet and the whole world.

i've been getting really into UTAU recently. i mean i've been a fan of them since literally like 2014 but i finally started actually learning the program recently and it's been really fun, even though i am also very bad at it. not the best at making vocal synth tuning sound actually good and it doesnt help that the program doesn't make much sense. it's such an archaic program and I know the only reason its still popular is because what other vocal synth program lets you make your own voicebank.. for free. it's still crazy. And what other vocal synth program has kasane teto. she's awesome. I refuse to touch openUTAU yet i'm scared of it.

today i made hashbrowns and then i ate about half of them before realizing i do not want to eat hash browns and they were actually making me feel pretty sick. which sucks because normally hashbrowns are one of my favourite foods. I love them. But this time i just couldn't... it happened with my stirfry yesterday too. actual nightmare.

i bought a pencil case and some hatsune miku stickers and im really excited for them to get here. I need to look for lab positions but im still too scared to. umm. that's all thats been happening in my world. I think this is how this website works but let me know if i'm doing this wrong. thank you