♡about my crush♡

      I'm currently in a relationship with myself and my S/O, but I also have a crush on one of my best friends!!! Unfortunately, they're dating one of my "friends". I have to call him my friend, even if I don't want to. I wish he'd disappear. My crush and I used to date, but we broke up. Now they're dating #%*(>@ now. I want them to break up, he isn't a good person anyway. He makes jokes that make me uncomfy and disrespects my boundaries. Still, my crush loves him. My crush is polyam too, but I wish they weren't. I wish that they were MINE.