I want to die

Ok, I'm latino so my English is not so good but I try my best ok? Well, I have problems like everone but I guess I'm too young for this, I have problems with my mom and dad, I am bad at school, I mean I don't understand anything,  I feel like shit because of my appearance I'm not that bad I know but, you know, I want money so bad, mi family have a bit of problems with that and I'm so shy I dont know how to talk to people without starting to feel uncomfortable.

While I was writing this, my mom and me started to fight