Oh hell

I need a therapist, that is not news.... tried to open up to my mom, got ignored, opened up to my Aunt, that help but she didn't help me on the long run, tired to tell my mom again and got yelled at and called a depressing little hore. wow I love my family. I wanna move out with my aunt I know she didn't do much but she is kind and understands my situations, she takes SH and SA seriously and  doesn't tell me to "get over it" or "just stop", she doesn't have much money so I will work as soon as I can and move in the moment she get a room available, it's gonna me fun living with my cousins, they are like my brothers. I don't have many friends, actually I just have 2 and we don't talk that much, but they make me feel love when we interact. Everyone that claims to be "my friend" is a big hypocrite, all we did was talk and most of the talk was you making fun of my interest or minimizing me to the weird kid that needs to be treated like a weak bunny. I'm tired, I wanna grow up so I can at least choose how to control my life, I might end on a run down apartment in the middle of nowhere with no money  but I just don't wanna be known I want to disappear. 

wow that was edgy ok now here is this thing I made in class with people I have known in my life  (update, deleted that shot lmao, it was a homestuck quadrant with all the ppl I know btw)

 here is my secret tumblr lol, hope you guess the password: takeshiotswagerquagr.tumblr.com