im abt to cry

so like my parents told me that theyre taking me to vegas for my birthday and like- i still dont know how much i believe them but they said theyre taking my brother and i know even tho its for mY birthday its gonna turn into doing whatever the hell he wants bc thats how it always turns out even if we're doing something for me and like- i usually dont complain abt it bc like- whatever yk but like im getting sick of it like this shit isnt fair like ik he has autism and everything but like why does that like- mean we have to do whatever he wants all the time hes so fucking spoiled like he literally gets whatever he wants even if my parents say no he just fucking screams and cries until they cave like- if i did that they would fucking smack me like- and like we're going to vegas for mY birthday like- shouldnt it be that we do what i want for once