new year update

not a slay update

i am hella depressed, somehow that snuck up on me again like it always does. i'm now in my lasts year of school for solar pv so that's kind of slay. i gained weight, less slay; but i feel healthy and am eating well, and my body is slowly giving way to a womans body. my boobs looking amazing, as always, and now i have fully defined hips and that makes me feels sexy, so slay. besides that, i've realized i don't like bars very much, and mostly prefer to drink somewhere else. i am annoyed at my friends for many reasons, but i think i should reach out to them before Staying Pissed at them. otherwise, i might be getting a new car so cool i guess. otherwise, i'm trying not to actually kill myself every waking moment so that's work in progress