therapy update...

i'm back..

so that didn't go how i expected

when i walked in she side eyed me and was like "oh yeah mr pennyworth was right, youre going through a tough phase, but i can help you get out of this so dont worry!" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN HELP ME. she was wearing a minion facebook meme shirt if anyone needs help its her frfr

then she asked me to sit down and tell her about myself (i didnt tell her EVERYTHING tho (if youre a real one yk what i mean (shoutout to my real ones))) i talked a lot about the most important things in my life (emo music and parkour) and she started asking questions ABOUT MY PARENTS ugh just read any news article from when they died or whatever (they were shot if youre new here, im an orphan btw.. not like yall couldve known or whatever)

well in the end she told me that she wants me to go through a diagnosis or sth because she suspects i have autism??? i literally dont get that like wdym autism huh. 

well OBVIOUSLY i instantly went to reddit to find out some things and this guy named Mylifeasabutler08658902378890 made a pretty detailed post about living with a difficult autistic teenager. he even put a 'autism dad' picture in the post (kinda weird if you ask me but no one asked ig)

anyway i read through the post (to see if the therapist was right and stuff) and it was just like it was written ABOUT ME. crazyy am i right?!?!?