Back in March I thought I had found the love of my life. We had made plans to move out of California, get married, start a family of our own. I loved her and I loved her son as if he were my own.
Well, all of that ended at the beginning of November and it hit me extremely hard. I barely took down the pictures I had of us in my apartment. To say it’s been rough is an understatement.
I started a new career (bus driver) that is extremely promising and I’ll be making some serious cash in a few years. That’s positive.
I’ve always been going to whatever shows I can to release pent up aggression and to sing along to my favorite bands or my friends bands because I honestly cannot afford therapy and that’s the best form I can manage right now.
If it wasn’t for shows/music I probably wouldn’t be the person I am right now or even alive.
I don’t know what the point of this blog post is, but thank you for reading and don’t forget to keep your head up. The grass is always greener.
✌🏼
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Clara
Sorry you've been going through this bereavement. And that's exactly what it feels like, only worse in some ways... although it was a long time ago for me. but I remember it taking me at least 2 years to finally come to terms with it. I hope talking/writing about it proves cathartic :)
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Thank you so much for the kind words. I appreciate you to the fullest. <3
by Raymond Daniel; ; Report
aw thanks, here if you need an ear; you needn't feel alone :) hope this year proves to be a good one!
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