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its a bit scary to start losing interest in the world around you. like, where tf did it go? the drive i had for improving literally just evaporated from my body and got replaced with apathy. I guess i just failed one too many times and now my brain is doing that trauma response thing. against my will. smh
I only care about like.. a handful of people now. I used to wanna make friends irl and talk to my classmates more but now i just... dont. and its hard to fake it too
I don't want to be this way... I wanna keep trying, i cant just be alone. even though its not so bad
..but it is bad. blegh
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idk if you ought to fake it, that might make further confusion, or maybe try if you think it's a fake it til you make it snowball, but it very well could come back on its own. It is shitty that we go through such things, and we have no real control, and venting is healthy but don't let it get you down too much, since you never know what the next day will bring, maybe a spell of good stuff. Each one is a blessing eh?
yeah i only tried to fake it like once and then decided not to go down that route, i guess this is just another thing i have to recondition myself to feel again. And true, thank u ^-^ venting is usually enough before I eventually figure it out.
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mew mew! <^W^> Chu wehwcom, I've learned to not fret too much. About schedules, drawing, etc. Do what I can today and tomorrow will sort itself out. Good that.
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