i have like 6 bruises lol

Hiii new life update while i procrastinate on hw

ok actualy its not really procrastination, the alg 2 hw is due on friday and i need to ask the teacher for help w my physics work  2mrw anyway so really this is normal

my school has random bakesales, and it has the bestest cookie brownies EVER theyre so goddamn delicious. i had to run n get my wallet out of my backpack b4 we had to continued art club stuff yesterday and apparently tht side of the room is hella slippery, so i slid and bashed my knees into the ground lmao (i still got the brownie tho <333)

2mrw i have to take choir picz after school and we have to wear concert attire (formal all black) so i think ill just wear the pants w my reversible belt (its brown on one side, black on the other) and my black button up over a couple tshirts so i can look cool and close the shirt for pictures
idk if the button up ill wear is actually right, but i dont have many black longsleeves so it should work (otherwise ig ill cry)

i have a random bruise on my knuckle on my right hand??? i still dk where it came from
and when i was getting in the car 2day after school i pushed my palm into the corner of the seatbelt thingy and it hurt SO bad. even if it doesnt turn purple it hurts to press so im calling it a bruise.

all of my bruises are super vague or w/e, i cant see them very well. its weird bc my bruises used to get super bright. maybe im deficient in something? idk
my bloodtests from november still havent come back as far as im aware (hopefully thats not a bad thing 0_0;)

i finlly got the birthday letter my homie sent me and it was so so awesome. weve been doing bday letters since like 2019 and theyre super fun!! we always send a few drawings (1 of us both, maybe 1 of the other person, and some based on our interests) one of the drawings they sent was finn the human and it was so gd awesome!! i love their art style, and the way they drew finn was the best ever like actually

uhhh im thinking about changing my name again
i really like the name elias, but im not super sure if it fits me? i think it kinda does, partially since its close to my deadname (in the way that my deadname fit me during my girl era, so elias wld work) plus my middle name was going to be elijah if i was amab
plus it saves the confusion of my school email/accounts having an e for my initial
the main issue is that ive been going by alexander for YEARS, and itd be a hassle changing it. but tbf, i think id rather ppl mess up and say alex, so the mistakes wouldnt hurt as bad as the first time i changed my name
other than teachers n family having to adjust, it wouldnt be that bad of a switch since i dont think weve actually gotten around to changing my name legally yet
i think my mom knew that i wasnt super happy w alex, so she wanted me to make sure that my name gets changed to something that i like and actually fits me

i think elias wld be cool, since my first n middle name were gonna be bradley elijah if i were amab (named after my moms unborn brother), so elias bradley *lastname* wld kinda be like a lil switch of that!

idk, im still gonna sit on it but i do really rlly like the name elias soo well see

i think thats it for today!

see you later mothers, fuckers, and others and stay fresh cheese bags!