...why are all my relationships long distance smh

I'm so done with it tbh. But the problem is, no one in my area likes me, so it ends up being people from not where I'm from (didn't know how to word that) so my current boyfriend lives 45 minutes away from me. I know that's not too far, but it's a full day thing if he wants to come see me, and I don't have my liscence yet (can't spell, I know), so I can't drive out there to see him. He came out here yesterday since he was off work, and school. He likes to come wayyyyy early, which is fine by me as long as I don't have anything to really do.

Me and my boyfriend actually met on discord in February and we'd become good friends, and then we decided to meet eachother at a mall (it was halfway between his house, and mine) and I brought friends with me (just in case) but he was who he said he was, so thats good. He asked me out, and we've been dating for 4 months now.

I don't know how to insert the image of me and him so..sorry bout that. i'll figure it out eventually, but he's 6'2 and he's got long hair so yeah.