That feeling

You know that feeling you get when you feel empty inside and exhausted mentally but you have to keep going for everyone else I don’t wanna die just quite literally pause my life for a second I was 12 blinked I was 17 took a breath and now I’m 22 I’m gonna exhale next and be 27 hope I don’t end up apart of the 27 club but I’m still fighting and pushing along even if I have to numb myself to keep going one day I’ll have the happiness and success I crave.