I can't

I can't stand you. I can't stand you yesterday. I can't stand you last night. And I cant stand you right now. But I can sit with you. I can lay with you. I just can't stand with you. If I tried I would crumble and you'd still be standing. I am inferior I am smaller more minuscule. You are a tower a hill even that I cannot climb over. So I will reduce myself everyday because I do not want to crumble. I would like to grow but not here not now and not when im at my peak of breaking. I will not fight not argue I will ignore im sorry if your mad but the way you live is the way id die.