Im not sure... Im being dramatic sorry...

I have a "me" in my head that screams. Gutturally. Like a mix of anguish and rage. 

Shes terrifying. I keep her locked away in the dungeons of my mind. I was wondering if anyone else had something like this...??

Deep and dark. Cold and chains. 

She is chained down there. Covered in bruises, cuts, scrapes, and wounds. There are tears always streaming down her face.  I thought I knew why she was there. I know that she's a part of me. Everything I don't let out. 

Every wrathful, jealous, venomous thought unspoken shreds her throat as she screams. Every self-depreciating, self loathing, comment of worthlessness ever heard burns scalding tears down her face. Every betrayal, panic attack, or feeling of being trapped carves deep lines into her body.

I am Wrath. I am Pain. I am Sorrow. 

But I am also Balance.

True Balance. In all its horrible splendor. 

With Life comes Death. With Light comes Dark. With Good comes Evil. 

You can't have one without the other, but you cannot remain in the Grey forever.