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Happy 2023 everyone! finally, something worth writing a blog about XD I wanna use this website more often but no one is ever on and I've found out that writing long personal paragraphs about myself makes me very uncomfortable :,D this seems like a pretty standard thing to write about though, so here are some resolutions I thought up!
- read a book every week!
I've always loved reading, it's great for clearing my head and getting rid of intrusive thoughts. It's hard though because my ADHD brain prefers my other, more quickly dopamine giving hobbies like gaming or art. But over the years I've become less eloquent and kinda tongue tied, I'm guessing because I just don't read as much as i used to. Not to mention my indecipherably chaotic typing style lmao
ALSO I BOUGH DRACULA IN 2019 AND IM STILL NOT FINISHED WITH IT THIS IS GETTING RIDICULOUS. anyway, next goal
- start more conversations
im ok at socializing now, but i still really suck at starting convos. esp with new people lmao. I have no idea how i'm gonna go about this tbh, I've never really understood social rules or anything like that.
- make a pair of custom converse
THIS HAS BEEN A PERSONAL GOAL OF MINE FOR A WHILE BUT I KEEP BLOWING IT OFF.... NO MORE.... i need cool custom converse >:c y'know, stuff like this? I love when people dedicate the drawings to band, I'm thinking maybe i'd do The Birthday Massacre, but i also kinda just wanna do random doodles. still thinking about it, but i'll at least go out and buy the damn shoes later today.
- get a job. i need money bro. i'm in so much debt and im tired of being broke lmao
- build a portfolio
- visit my online friends irl more??? i spent new years with mini which was kind of a dope way to start the year and i wanna do it more cuz hes a coolboy :(
- appease the creature
- his whispers become harder and harder to ignore
- jog every morning
- use this dumb site more (jk its not dumb don't smite me An)
- draw more sparklecat s s z sda a or dogg g
- I'm getting BORED
- play mother 3, and finish earthbound
- watch chainsaw man?? or read it?????? i keep seeing it everywhere and it looks cool??? question mark??????
- STILLBORED
- figure out how to draw the things i see in my dreams!!!!! there is a disconnect between my concious and unconscious brain and i wanna at least have a little contact with my subconscious. for art purposes...
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHBORED
- IM DONE THE END
Well, there you have it. most of my goals for this year.
I feel pretty good about this actually, last year was the year I finally got medicated for my ADHD and it made a huuuuge difference. I know from here on out things will be a lot better, and I hope the same goes for anyone reading this :3 what are some of your goals? TELL MEEEEEE
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I've thought of deleting my account here sometimes, tbh. It seems so lonely.
I've also been wanting to read more; I went to the library twice this week, 4 hours then 6.5 hours, both times finished a book. 83
Idk how to start conversation either. All I know is to wish someone a good day or show something I did and hope it triggers something.
I've also wanted to do that; I have converse I've drawn on a bit but not a lot.
I have had dreams that I think might make cool arts. hmmm. hm, well I hope my progress on having more varied time and place in my life keeps going unlike last year where it faltered after a while. My goals are pretty similar to yours.
It does seem really lonely at times. On one hand, I'm happy a site like this exists again because there are way more opportunities for self expression. Other social media platforms can feel so impersonal, or even imposing. Like, i hate that twitter broadcasts every reply you make to all your followers, it makes me never wanna say anything cuz it feels like I'm in a room full of people instead of talking to just one person and that freaks me out lol
I just miss the blog format a lot for those reasons. Everyone always says they do too, but no one actually uses it so what's the point haha. Idk if I'd ever have the balls to straight up delete my account though. I spent too much time learning HTML to only flush it down the drain, yknow? XD Yours looks like it took a while too
it's cool that we have similar goals :0 seems like you're already ahead of me, at least on the reading and the shoes lol. That last one is pretty important, so i wish you luck with that and anything else you've been wanting to achieve this year!
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Ah yeah, I understand that. And yeah, the customization is super fun, even if I don't understand how myself.
It can be hard to think of a topic for a blog. Idk, I just did a few things after searching about, like mine isn't really detailed like some others, I find it really plain. I do understand, like I'd never delete my FA, since it's been there for 6 1/2 years now with hundreds of things from me. And I do want to talk on Spacehey, I like the people here, and I do like having a profile..
Fankses chu Chu keep up too!
I think being in one room nearly 24/7/365 for three or so years isn't really good, I need to have diversity in my living and workingspace. I love being out and away from home, or just to even be able to explore the house. Now that I'm an adult, it isn't as fulfilling since I'm slightly bigger than I was at 10, but still, it's just my family is always home nowadays so that option is gone outside of the nighttime. Getting a job and learning to drive would also hopefully open up stuff like going to the mall or arcade, things I've wanted to do but can't for years now. I just hope my family doesn't try swallowing every cent I might make, or that I don't accidentally kill someone or die driving.
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Yeah I know what you mean. I get really stir-crazy sometimes cuz I use my room for work and school and anything else so i forget to leave it sometimes XD I don't have a car either so i kinda make do by walking to a coffee shop/library nearby and doing work there for a while. Its weird how a simple change of scenery can make you way more productive :0
Oh wow, would your family really do that? that's pretty sucky, you should be able to keep what you earn. Also, as someone with a license, i can tell you it's definitely a lot easier than it looks. I think getting over the fear of the highway is usually the hardest part so if you can do that then you're golden. I'm sure you'll do fine :3
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Oh yes. Gets the energy and all that.
Fanks. <^D^> Yeah, I've heard that, and also that I do better than expected. 12 more days til I can see about a permit to drive a little, then a test.
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oooh thats pretty close!! good luck!!
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