diary during school 1

hi i'm currently in french class i think i just failed my test i have health after this then i can go home and my friends are coming over later to watch the new season of big mouth the one guy i really wanted to go isn't able to go today but he said he would come over on Monday. i think i have a crush on this guy. when were in advisory (advisory is like homeroom at our school) he always comes and sits next to me and i my put my legs on top of his or lean on him ( this isnt weird for our friend group we always cuddle w/each other) some of our friends think where dating but were not honestly i kind of wish we were i just really want a boyfriend.