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You ever just wake up and just feel like your drowning in sadness, you don't want to talk to anyone or see anyone.
you just want the darkness to eat you and move on, you feel like your sinking to the bottom of an ocean of pressure, where just breathing is a struggle and your telling yourself constantly just think happy thoughts, you can do this, you got this.
where you wish you could pop a pill and be cured, but you don't do drugs or see a doctor cuz none of it worked in the past, and the only people close to you just tell you to get over it and smile, like it's something you can control.
like putting a band aid over a gunshot wound that's bleeding profusely, your emotions are like a hand tightly gripping your heart and squeezing just enough that it's painful just to be alive, but you don't wish to be dead.
you just wish you weren't here, at the bottom of this ocean in darkness because your a failure at happiness, because your a failure at life. And the only Friend you can keep is this Darkness that caresses your mind.
Just know your not alone,
I often wake up like this too.
Like today......
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